summersSKY

Pause. Rewind. Play. Repeat. Overplayed words cut through the silent remorse. I should have knocked while I was still at the door; The gate is shut. You are my headline for the year. The same name I once knew is exchanging life with an absent soul. If only you could call what they have life. There is no need to dive deep, these words are already shallow enough. Go ahead... dive right in. Drowning is no longer a fear- Death is a favor; love is not.

as the rain falls, my tears fall running down my face how could you hurt me? how could you do this to me with such disgrace? do you know how i loved you? do you even care? do you realize the pain you cause me since you're not there by my side holding me tight saying you'd never let me go well, i guess never has changed its meaning because you left me a few hours ago and here i sit; on my window sill watching the rain pour down as i sob even louder than the time before now if i go like this, i may never know that there is someone out there for me way better than you and you'll wish you hadn't forced that rain to pour o

If I cut myself would you be ashamed would you just lie there while I drained                      away revealing the gushing emotion and passion that flows through my body would you rather have me die empty inside, with no emotion to fill me at all? Than to show my true feelings                                    dripping to the                                                          floor?